I miss ejaculating prematurely. I mean … I still cum WAY quick when I masturbate but during sex, I’m great. I’ve been thinking back to the years where it was just impossible for me to last. When I couldn’t comprehend being able to thrust more than three or four times without losing control. Of course it was awful. And embarrassing. But for some reason, that little humiliation kink buried deep down inside me (ok … maybe not SO deep) misses that struggle … gasping and blushing and trying oh-so-hard to last …
My first two partners (so I’d say, like, the first 50 times I had sex … one time with the first girl, more with the second), “fucking” = sliding in, 1, 2 or 3 slow thrusts, an embarrassing stomach dropping pause as I clenched my jaw and thought “no no no!”, pulling out, and then …
… There was nothing to say. The evidence of my quickness was all over her belly.
You know that thing that guys say after they cum fast? It’s even more embarrassing when SHE says it.
Her: (Looking at me. Shocked.) Oh my god. That’s never happened to me.
The first time I had sex, my gf climbed off after about 20 seconds, knowing it’s best not to take any chances with a condom-less virgin. What she DIDN’T realize is that I had cum the second I slid inside. Of course, soon enough my cover was blown when she felt the evidence.
Her: Next time we’ll try longer.
Her: You’re not a virgin anymore- … What … Oh my god! You didn’t cum, did you?
Her: You didn’t cum in me did you? Oh no, no, no!