This is really weird, but …

I miss ejaculating prematurely. I mean … I still cum WAY quick when I masturbate but during sex, I’m great. I’ve been thinking back to the years where it was just impossible for me to last. When I couldn’t comprehend being able to thrust more than three or four times without losing control. Of course it was awful. And embarrassing. But for some reason, that little humiliation kink buried deep down inside me (ok … maybe not SO deep) misses that struggle … gasping and blushing and trying oh-so-hard to last …