Did she cheat on you?

femdomhotwifecuckoldinterracial:

I’m curious… regarding my followers… how many of you have been made a cuckold by your wife or girlfriend where she just did it on her own, for whatever reason, and you didn’t know anything about it at the time? What happened? Did she confess? What did she say to you about it? How did you feel…

her post continues: Or did you somehow find out what happened later on your own? How did you react? How did you feel? Did you keep quiet about it, and not tell her that you knew, or did you confront her? What did you say? How did she react? Did she tell you why she did it, how long it had been going on, and with how many men? Did you ask her to stop? Did she agree, or refuse? Did she keep doing it? Was there more than one man involved? Did she make him wear a condom?

I’ve been thinking about all of these questions (and others) a lot lately. Some questions I still don’t have answers too some I do … I’m not sure exactally what she did. Did she flirt? Yes. Engage in some dirty, secretive texting? Yes. Come home way late, drunk, with strange excuses? Yep. Carry on like this with more than one guy? Two that a know of. Secret crushes I know she had. Did they make out? Maybe. Touch? Probably. Fuck? I REALLY don’t think so.

Did she confess? No. Confront her? No. Did I tell her to stop? No. Does she know I know? No. Did she keep doing it? I … don’t think so. At least not at the moment. Maybe. Do I think about all this when I masturbate, wondering if she did these things because I couldn’t satisfy? Yes. Does it make me feel like less of a man? Yes. Does it make me feel sick to my stomach? Yes. Shake? Yes. Does it turn me on at the same time? Strangely, it does.

Are there other questions I have? Innumerable. When she came home drunk and late, and fucked me, and got immediately so so so wet … was it because she was thinking of him? Did she think his superior strength (compared to me) would equal superior stamina (compared to me)? Did she fantasize about him fucking her aggressively, hard and fast like she LOVES it, him NOT having to start and stop all the time? Did she talk to him about it? How “tentative” I can be in bed. How I sometime cum prematurely? Did they laugh about it? At least my cock is big. No jokes about that. Little solace. Did he tell her alllll the things he’d do to her that would make her feel so so so good? Did they do them? Am I a cuckold?

15 years ago TONIGHT!
I also remember her, upset, asking, “Why did you do that!?” … as if I had any control over it at all.
thingsshesaidtome:

The first time I had sex, my gf climbed off after about 20 seconds, knowing it’s best not to take any chances with a condom-less virgin. What she DIDN’T realize is that I had cum the second I slid inside. Of course, soon enough my cover was blown when she felt the evidence.
Her: Next time we’ll try longer.
Me: Ok.
Her: You’re not a virgin anymore- … What … Oh my god! You didn’t cum, did you?
Me: (silence)
Her: You didn’t cum in me did you? Oh no, no, no!

15 years ago TONIGHT!

I also remember her, upset, asking, “Why did you do that!?” … as if I had any control over it at all.

thingsshesaidtome:

The first time I had sex, my gf climbed off after about 20 seconds, knowing it’s best not to take any chances with a condom-less virgin. What she DIDN’T realize is that I had cum the second I slid inside. Of course, soon enough my cover was blown when she felt the evidence.

Her: Next time we’ll try longer.

Me: Ok.

Her: You’re not a virgin anymore- … What … Oh my god! You didn’t cum, did you?

Me: (silence)

Her: You didn’t cum in me did you? Oh no, no, no!

(Source: damaneiraqueeugosto)

acquiescencefordebauchery:

She made me cum.

I haven’t seen my gf in a couple weeks. She comes back New Years Eve. We’re both DESPERATE for it … sending dirty texts … counting down the days. I want to rock her world. I’ll do my best. But I’m pretty sure this is what my POV will be before a minute is through. But it’s ok … she already expects that.

acquiescencefordebauchery:

She made me cum.

I haven’t seen my gf in a couple weeks. She comes back New Years Eve. We’re both DESPERATE for it … sending dirty texts … counting down the days. I want to rock her world. I’ll do my best. But I’m pretty sure this is what my POV will be before a minute is through. But it’s ok … she already expects that.

"Normal" men don’t know this feeling. Sure … they may have been quick from time to time … maybe a "minute man" when they were younger. But THIS? Pausing the moment before sliding in. Trying to collect yourself. Swallowing hard, feeling your face flush. Feeling your cock throb and your balls tighten … clenching your jaw and praying for the best … you look at her face, the anticipation, the smile as she waits for you to slide in … and your stomach drops just KNOWING you can’t help it. Knowing you’ll feel that flood of pleasure and shame as you lose control before you’ve even gotten all the way inside … aborting your first thrust midway in order to frantically yank yourself out, the evidence of your prematurity streaking her stomach as her smile fades.

"Normal" men don’t know this feeling. Sure … they may have been quick from time to time … maybe a "minute man" when they were younger. But THIS? Pausing the moment before sliding in. Trying to collect yourself. Swallowing hard, feeling your face flush. Feeling your cock throb and your balls tighten … clenching your jaw and praying for the best … you look at her face, the anticipation, the smile as she waits for you to slide in … and your stomach drops just KNOWING you can’t help it. Knowing you’ll feel that flood of pleasure and shame as you lose control before you’ve even gotten all the way inside … aborting your first thrust midway in order to frantically yank yourself out, the evidence of your prematurity streaking her stomach as her smile fades.

(Source: myperfectslutinheels)

Teasing Ex Email:
i think you know the situation better than you let on. you know in the beginning you were amazing. you lasted so long and were so incredible. i don’t know what’s happened lately. seems since i got back from LA you just arent able to satisfy. i have never been with someone who cums like that, so quickly and totally lacking self control. i’m surprised you keep coming back for more. surprised you aren’t more ashamed. i would think by now you’d be tired of constantly apologizing to me for one unsatisfying experience after another. i know i’m getting pretty tired of it. met a guy yesterday who totally wanted to fuck me and i said no because of you but when i told him what a shitty lover you’ve been lately he promised me he’d make it worth my while.  such a waste to have such a beautiful cock and to have no idea what to do with it. next time you are inside me, it would be nice to feel you there for more than seven seconds, please. if not, i’ll have to go elsewhere, baby. i’m sorry, but you have to understand. there are a lot of men out there who can actually use their cocks.

Teasing Ex Email:

i think you know the situation better than you let on. you know in the beginning you were amazing. you lasted so long and were so incredible. i don’t know what’s happened lately. seems since i got back from LA you just arent able to satisfy. i have never been with someone who cums like that, so quickly and totally lacking self control. i’m surprised you keep coming back for more. surprised you aren’t more ashamed. i would think by now you’d be tired of constantly apologizing to me for one unsatisfying experience after another. i know i’m getting pretty tired of it. met a guy yesterday who totally wanted to fuck me and i said no because of you but when i told him what a shitty lover you’ve been lately he promised me he’d make it worth my while.  such a waste to have such a beautiful cock and to have no idea what to do with it. next time you are inside me, it would be nice to feel you there for more than seven seconds, please. if not, i’ll have to go elsewhere, baby. i’m sorry, but you have to understand. there are a lot of men out there who can actually use their cocks.

(Source: polaroidstyleporn)

Heehee. This (crazycrazycrazyhot) pic reminds me of a silly little game I sometimes play with myself during sex: “Try To Last Longer Than Her Bra Lines”.

Heehee. This (crazycrazycrazyhot) pic reminds me of a silly little game I sometimes play with myself during sex: “Try To Last Longer Than Her Bra Lines”.

(Source: blackmnml)

Do you know what’s NOT good for my stamina? Trying to fuck my girl long and hard enough that she stops thinking about the guy she doesn’t know I know she has a crush on.

Do you know what’s NOT good for my stamina? Trying to fuck my girl long and hard enough that she stops thinking about the guy she doesn’t know I know she has a crush on.

(Source: sex-lust-love)

Why Premature Ejaculation is Hot - Naked All the Time

An amazing article entitled “Why Premature Ejaculation is Hot”. I wish my 20-year-old self could have seen this. Well, and my 26-year-old self. And my 31-year-old self. And my …

For the first time in a looooong time … had sex that lasted less than 5 thrusts. 4 to be exact.
SO many (complicated) memories came flooding back.

For the first time in a looooong time … had sex that lasted less than 5 thrusts. 4 to be exact.

SO many (complicated) memories came flooding back.

Two things I know. One is that I am not able to take her like this; thrusting hard and strong, making her breasts bounce and making her throw her head back in complete and total ecstasy and pleasure. That type of sex just brings me to the edge right away. I have to move slower. More tentatively. Once her tits start to sway I have to stop so I don’t cum. The other thing I know … the thing she doesn’t know that I know: She fantasizes about a friend of hers. She says she wouldn’t act on it but she wants to fuck him. He’s strong. Muscular. I’m not.
I wonder if this is what she thinks of when she imagines him fucking her. 

Two things I know. One is that I am not able to take her like this; thrusting hard and strong, making her breasts bounce and making her throw her head back in complete and total ecstasy and pleasure. That type of sex just brings me to the edge right away. I have to move slower. More tentatively. Once her tits start to sway I have to stop so I don’t cum. The other thing I know … the thing she doesn’t know that I know: She fantasizes about a friend of hers. She says she wouldn’t act on it but she wants to fuck him. He’s strong. Muscular. I’m not.

I wonder if this is what she thinks of when she imagines him fucking her.