15 years ago TONIGHT!
I also remember her, upset, asking, “Why did you do that!?” … as if I had any control over it at all.
The first time I had sex, my gf climbed off after about 20 seconds, knowing it’s best not to take any chances with a condom-less virgin. What she DIDN’T realize is that I had cum the second I slid inside. Of course, soon enough my cover was blown when she felt the evidence.
Her: Next time we’ll try longer.
Her: You’re not a virgin anymore- … What … Oh my god! You didn’t cum, did you?
Her: You didn’t cum in me did you? Oh no, no, no!
She made me cum.
I haven’t seen my gf in a couple weeks. She comes back New Years Eve. We’re both DESPERATE for it … sending dirty texts … counting down the days. I want to rock her world. I’ll do my best. But I’m pretty sure this is what my POV will be before a minute is through. But it’s ok … she already expects that.
"Normal" men don’t know this feeling. Sure … they may have been quick from time to time … maybe a "minute man" when they were younger. But THIS? Pausing the moment before sliding in. Trying to collect yourself. Swallowing hard, feeling your face flush. Feeling your cock throb and your balls tighten … clenching your jaw and praying for the best … you look at her face, the anticipation, the smile as she waits for you to slide in … and your stomach drops just KNOWING you can’t help it. Knowing you’ll feel that flood of pleasure and shame as you lose control before you’ve even gotten all the way inside … aborting your first thrust midway in order to frantically yank yourself out, the evidence of your prematurity streaking her stomach as her smile fades.
Teasing Ex Email:
i think you know the situation better than you let on. you know in the beginning you were amazing. you lasted so long and were so incredible. i don’t know what’s happened lately. seems since i got back from LA you just arent able to satisfy. i have never been with someone who cums like that, so quickly and totally lacking self control. i’m surprised you keep coming back for more. surprised you aren’t more ashamed. i would think by now you’d be tired of constantly apologizing to me for one unsatisfying experience after another. i know i’m getting pretty tired of it. met a guy yesterday who totally wanted to fuck me and i said no because of you but when i told him what a shitty lover you’ve been lately he promised me he’d make it worth my while. such a waste to have such a beautiful cock and to have no idea what to do with it. next time you are inside me, it would be nice to feel you there for more than seven seconds, please. if not, i’ll have to go elsewhere, baby. i’m sorry, but you have to understand. there are a lot of men out there who can actually use their cocks.
Heehee. This (crazycrazycrazyhot) pic reminds me of a silly little game I sometimes play with myself during sex: “Try To Last Longer Than Her Bra Lines”.
Do you know what’s NOT good for my stamina? Trying to fuck my girl long and hard enough that she stops thinking about the guy she doesn’t know I know she has a crush on.
I recently had sex with a man who came before he actually got his penis in me; I learned that premature ejaculation is surprisingly hot.
An amazing article entitled “Why Premature Ejaculation is Hot”. I wish my 20-year-old self could have seen this. Well, and my 26-year-old self. And my 31-year-old self. And my …
Two things I know. One is that I am not able to take her like this; thrusting hard and strong, making her breasts bounce and making her throw her head back in complete and total ecstasy and pleasure. That type of sex just brings me to the edge right away. I have to move slower. More tentatively. Once her tits start to sway I have to stop so I don’t cum. The other thing I know … the thing she doesn’t know that I know: She fantasizes about a friend of hers. She says she wouldn’t act on it but she wants to fuck him. He’s strong. Muscular. I’m not.
I wonder if this is what she thinks of when she imagines him fucking her.
On the rare occasions we have sex without a condom there are two thoughts churning through my head (in addition, of course, to simply the “oh FUCK this feels so good” in response to the waves of pleasure):
1. I think about the momentary pause she took. And the look on her face. That one time AFTER she said “I like it when we have sex with condoms” and I asked “Why?”. PAUSE … sheepish grin. “Because you can fuck me longer and harder”.
2. Don’t cum don’t cum don’t cum …